The loves of my life!
In this first picture i think i am at my highest weight ever! 103.9 would be about right i think. I was always out of breath (im an asthmatic anyhow but different kind of out of breath) and always feeling unhappy, so i would eat. sound familiar?
I was always the fattest in the room! (i always checked).
I was always the fattest in the room! (i always checked).
I would be about the same weight in this picture which was taken in 1997. I look shocking, and i felt equally bad. I hid the picture for a long time, but not any more.
I am about 92k in this picture taken at a family bbq. I felt a bit better because i had lost some weight but still a size 18 and some of them tight. I carried a lot of weight in my face and it was always red!
Have a go at my butt! this was about 90k. im never going back.
Back fat!!
This pic was probably taken in about 1990. I was around 78k and looked a dam sight better. I thought i was huge and started a diet every single day. It usually lasted till lunch time.
I was about 76k in this picture, and Mark would be about 54. wasnt he a skinny lil thing? he always had health problems but now he has about 18k more on due to good meds! We were very happy in our gardening that day, good memories. Also about 1990. Its funny i can tell you about what weight i am in every single photo.
I am about 72k in this picture taken in approximately 1993. I was very sick at the time and i think it shows in the picture.
Christmas about 1989 i think, approximately 69k. Wow we look so young. I felt so old.
I am around 66 kilos in this picture and would be so happy to get back to this weight. I was having a lovely day and the flowers were so beautiful, a present from hubby because i was sad.
In this picture i am approximately 58kilos. You know i thought i was still very fat and proceeded to lose much more weight after this even though ppl told me not to. In the end my arms were like sticks and i was just skin and bones. I remember having size 8 staggers jeans (do you remember those?) and they were lose on me. I used to stand naked in front of the mirror and think my legs were too fat and my backside was giant. What a distorted vision i had.
Here are some current pics
Around 88 kilos
In this picture i am approximately 58kilos. You know i thought i was still very fat and proceeded to lose much more weight after this even though ppl told me not to. In the end my arms were like sticks and i was just skin and bones. I remember having size 8 staggers jeans (do you remember those?) and they were lose on me. I used to stand naked in front of the mirror and think my legs were too fat and my backside was giant. What a distorted vision i had.
Here are some current pics
Around 88 kilos
87ish
85 kilos
85 kilos
